I'll stop chasing lights.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009	if love is an ocean wide, we'll swim through the tears we cry. been quite some time since i got here! mmm let's see. term 4's ended. school's out. with irritating extensions and PUMP gone by now. and there's the freaking chinese O's. i swear im contented enough to get a B3. say bye to my A............ but yet it constitutes to my L1R5. like damn it!!!!!!! im sucha loser. yes loser v. oh well.. life's so mundane at home! im dying of boredom soon. >: all my babies are outta town and i cant contact them!!!!!!! check out my cutie pie!!!!!! ♥♥♥ then the crazy bunch of people decided to host a dinner and made everyone dress formal. "Hi everyone. Pls rmb the dinner's tmr. Dress code: FORMAL. which means, no jeans, no shorts, no t-shirts, no slippers." and it was the first time im seeing everyone dressed like that!!!! cool or not. 8) but we were all scammed by JY. that guy never fails to be the clown of the day. get what i mean now???? HAHAHAHAHA. the lady had a hard time counting our huge stack of $10 bills. and just look at the jokers behind!!!! there were more classic shots than this but i accidentally deleted them. oh well.... then they got too bored and started taking their own videos. EPIC JOKE HAHAHAHA. it even alerted the security guard on duty and we got chased out. mad bunch. im dying to head out of home soon!!!!! cant stand it cooped here. BORING.
Monday, November 2, 2009	It's like trying to turn around on a one way street im back from drying those tears and i missed the halloween party, no thanks to dad's who back in town. and currently......... he's the temporary caretaker at home. HAHAHAHAHA. me and sissy are trying very hard to make life difficult for him. "daddy i want this!!!!" "no i want the other one!!!!!!!!!!!!" "no no this this this shut up!" but in the end, he owns the two of us. by driving off with our shoes while we were blading. and i had to walk barefooted half the journey pfffhhhhhhhht. this was some time ago, i forgot when, but taking PC's loser shots are mad hilarious...................... SEE???? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. there's more in sam's cam i think. but it sure did made his cam screen crack. thanks jong for the flower!! but it received free watering right after that!!!!! cant blame me, it was geog debrief sigh. chinese intensive started today! and the O's chinese paper is in what ................... 8 days time?!?!?!?! i havent started a single bit of revision. kill me. and to think all you've said were true. right...... im finally seeing light. there's nothing that can escape my eyes. cut your lies, it wont get you anywhere. you're forcing me to do this. really. so long, stranger.
Friday, October 30, 2009	I'll stand by you today's PTC sucked big time. it really got everyone screwed up like hell. imagine seeing everyone walking out in tears and saying "kicked." i swear it stabbed right through my heart, it hurts stinking lots to see familiar faces walking out with their heads down. moodless, pretty much. esp after seeing the people you know whom you thought were strong breaking down so badly. pfffhhhhhhht. update again. i have to stop the tears rolling. dont give up guys, you'll have to climb your way through still. miss you guys.